breathless

My plate feels a little too full.

My online classes at Fuller Theological Seminary started this week. I am more than slightly intimidated, and am feeling very overwhelmed. I am just not sure that I am up to balancing this with the kids, the adoption paperwork, the new baby (when he comes), and managing the preschoolers' class at church.

I am reminding myself that I can do all things through Christ.

But I am still feeling breathless. I wonder what a panic attack feels like. Because what I am feeling sure feels like one.