still in a holding pattern

No word yet about our results, so we are still waiting.

I want to know the results, then I don't want to know. It's all very confusing.

I have come to this ocean
And the waves of fear are starting to grow
The doubts and questions are rising with the tide
So I'm clinging to the one sure thing I know

I will hold on to the hand of my Savior
I will hold on with all my might
I will hold loosely to things that are fleeting
And hold on to Jesus, I will hold on to Jesus for life
- Steven Curtis Chapman